Wednesday, September 4, 2013

My husband is self centered, immature and a drunk.

I am so angry at this point that I am going to explode with such force, that everything within a 100 mile radius of me will be destroyed as well.
My husband and I are both 25. Soon to be 26 in a week. Our birthdays are a day apart.
Why I hate my husband:
1. We are separated, and he manipulates me constantly to keep me from moving on. He is very aware that he is the love of my life and uses that fact to torture and punish me.
2. He claims that he wants to work things out but does nothing to better himself. Everything is my fault and he throws tantrums like a 2 yr old.
3. HIS MOTHER. She is insane. And he defends her every kicking screaming step of the way. She is so insane, she told me that he belongs to her, and should be in fact married to HER. Yes, his mother. Married to his mother. Nothing is ever good enough for this woman. They are all stuck up, pretentious cunts.
4. HE IS SPOILED. He is the most spoiled 26 yr old I have ever met in my life. He has everything handed to him.
5. He forces himself to be miserable. Its his “thing”. He finds reasons to be angry and to hate his life. He actually likes to be miserable. I cant explain it, but it is the strangest thing I have ever seen.
6. He never apologizes. FOR ANYTHING. He will even blatently tell me that he refuses to because I dont deserve it. Ever. for any reason. F*ck you.
7. I am pregnant, and he refuses to acknowledge his unborn son. He threw $200 at me and told me to “take care of it”. What a piece of shit.
8. I am going to be homeless while he sits in a house his parents built and paid for. Right next to theirs. He pays for NOTHING.
9. While I concentrate on fixing our family, attending therapy sessions, and working toward our future, he focuses on things like the new truck he wants, the new bike he wants and his stupid new puppy.
10. HIS FRIENDS.
11. HIS ENTIRE F*CKING EXISTENCE.
F*ck you. I hate you. You ruined my life. Go drink some f*cking bleach you deadbeat asshole.

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